mood: SUPER HAPPY!!! || listening to: will wood and the tapeworms - ¡aikido! (neurotic / erotic)

HEYYY i totally forgot to make a blog post yesterday so whooooooppsss sorry about that. but i didnt do much yesterday anyways (went to walmart cuz it was sunday thats basically it) BUT TODAYYYY i did so much. when i first woke up my internet was out (mom forgot to pay the bill lol) so i went back to sleep but when i woke up the next time i had a few balloons around my bed and 2 presents!! one of them was a dvd of beetlejuice (which i already knew i was gonna get cause i actually asked for it just so i could have it and my mom was like alright but i wont give you it until your birthday) and the other was... a pack with the first 6 warrior cats books!!! i started reading into the wild and i cant wait to continue it! also, a few of my friends drew me things as gifts which was AWESOME!! all of them were kerdly cuz my friends all know im obsessed with kerdly lol. also, my keychain arrived! its a homestuck keychain from this store! specifically the sgrub one, its really awesome im so glad i have it now! also, my dads birthday present for me is one of the deltarune pin sets (the third one with berdly, noelle, spamton and queen) and im SO excited for that to get here!!! i also went to walmart so i could get the supplies to make dirt cups (little plastic cups with chocolate pudding, crushed up oreo cookies with the stuffing removed and gummy worms if you dont know what that is) and also steak! while at walmart i also got a fnaf poster which is awesome cuz ive loved fnaf since i was really young. the dirt cup was really good and so was the steak, overall a PERFECT birthday! im 14 now woo!!! :D

mood: serene || listening to: penelope scott - naiad girl

heyy this is my first blog post being written on neocities originally! cool right? my website still isnt anywhere near done so this is just for having it somewhere on my website until i can actually decorate this page, i dont plan on doing that until my homepage is okay to look at. im actually starting to figure things out tho! turns out when you have even the littlest clue what youre doing it stops being so stressful. definitely is hard to start though </3 other than that, i took a short walk around town, thats pretty much it tho.. im really excited for my birthday tho! its really soon and i cant wait to document everything that happens that day because oh boy do i have PLANS!!! i wont share them here yet because i want it to be a surprise (i say, as if anyone really reads these) i was also supposed to have a package arrive today but clearly its not gonna come until monday, but thats fine! itll be like a birthday present hehe!!! my friend also got me a game for my birthday (pesterquest) and im super excited to play it, but i swore i wouldnt play it until my birthday because its a birthday present! (the only reason i have it now is because he said he might forget if he doesnt get me it right away) im probably gonna continue working on my css and then go to sleep though!!
BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN: 2 DAYS!!!

mood: really exhausted || listening to: rio romeo - JOHNNYSCOTT

i spent all day trying to figure out css for neocities and im wayyy too fucking tired to write a good blog post so im just gonna throw down everything i did today and then go straight to sleep. i called my friends for a little bit because there was this event with a thing we all like, the event was awesome and i loved calling them, i really like calls even if i dont do them much, hearing other peoples voices is just nice even if im not saying much. i also went on a walk around town and got home 20 minutes after my curfew, my parents werent home tho so it didnt even end up mattering lol. idk i havent done a lot other than that, ive been trying to beat jevil for the past day as well, shits way harder than i thought itd be but i think i can do it. shrug. i dont really have anything else to mention sooooo. goodnight
BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN: 3 DAYS!!!

mood: confused about html </3 || listening to: weezer - burndt jamb

heyyyyy i actually did some stuff today. took a walk but instead of going to the park i went to church! well, not inside. obviously. im not religious and also it was like.. 9 pm? they have a fountain in the front which is the main reason i go there, its just a really nice place to hang out. dunno if thats like, offensive to christians or something? idk why it would be but also i dont really care. i had spaghetti today that was nice. other than the church thing i didnt do much, i played deltarune. as always. but today i started a save where im gonna try to beat all the secret bosses, jevils kicking my ass tho :/ kinda sucks i thought i was better than this LOL. oh, also im working on a neocities website! i thought itd be nice to have a second place to post my blog entries, plus it just feels more personal yk? i barely know how to do anything but ill get there eventually i hope xD ill probably go back to working on it after posting this, actually!
BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN: 4 DAYS!!!

mood: cheerful || listening to: get him eat him - pardon my french

not much to talk about again.. i went to the park for a bit but other than that i stayed home and played deltarune, i also got my mom to get me chocolate syrup so i could have some chocolate milk, it was so awesome i love chocolate milk. she did yell at me for having 2 cups which is like, ok?? how was i supposed to know i can only have one?? its not like its a rule, she just got mad about it this one time cause i was "using too much milk" i guess..? idk, i think its lame. like we dont have the most money but we arent so poor we cant afford more milk, yknow? i dont think its that big of a deal if i have 2 cups. today i was thinking kriselle a lot. i miss themmmm.. i know kerdly and suselle are my otps but kriselle is so cute. they deserve the world.

mood: fine || listening to: honorary astronaut - gold

i really gotta stop writing these entries so late, i should probably be asleep rn lol. i didnt really do anything that notable today, just played a little deltarune and went to the park but im trying to write these once a day so im mentioning it anyways! i talked to my friends as well, but i do that every day so its not really anything special. wish my life was a little more interesting so id have better stuff to talk about on here but hey, im trying to write a blog not a fantasy story xD i should probably go to sleep soon, i realized my sleep schedule kinda.. sucks. as much as i dont care about having a normal sleep schedule to make others happy it kind of sucks so i might try to change it just for myself. i napped like.. all day today which kinda sucked cause now im up later than usual, but only by a bit. maybe i was just lacking sleep and thats why its not messing me up too bad now? i dunno. pretty much all there is for me to say

mood: exhausted || listening to: plumtree - open the window

almost forgot to write an entry today, whoops.. sorry, ive been a little out of it today in general i guess. anyways, i really wanted a monster earlier, so i decided to walk to the gas station to buy one (i had like ~$2.50 i thought itd be enough) but it turned out they were (barely) more than i was expecting, so i didnt have enough. i decided, hey, ill just use my card! i have like $4 on there, i dont know why i didnt think of that immediately! well, i forgot my fucking pin!! so i had to have my mom drive over and buy it with her card. so frustrating, and now ill have to reset the pin, angel knows how long that'll take. it's whatever, i ended up getting my monster anyways so it was all fine. i also walked to another place with my sister, she got a rootbeer float, some fries and some cheese curds that she ended up giving to me, i also got one of those activity sheets made for little kids and i did like everything on it and doodled on it for a bit, it was fun. then we got donuts and went home. besides from the whole forgetting the pin thing, today was pretty nice! i also got chocolate milk with my $2 while waiting for my mom to get to the gas station and that was nice. i drank it like an alcoholic man with liver issues drinks a beer after getting home from a hard day at work. i wanted to make a layout today but i got really sidetracked and didnt get to even start it, kinda a bummer but theres always tomorrow, right? its getting late so ill probably go to sleep soon and do that in the morning. cya

mood: a little nervous || listening to: the crane wives - easier

hey again. im gonna try to post on here atleast once a day, but i have to make this quick cause i gotta go somewhere in probably like 30 minutes. i have to go to my cousins graduation party, i dont like my cousin a lot, or most of my family. i feel like it'll mostly just be really awkward with some of my family members there? but its okay, family reunions always suck so i just expect it i guess. i gotta get going now though, ill update again when im back

mood: passionate || listening to: car seat headrest - the catastrophe (good luck with that, man)

update: im home now so ill update on the party. i actually wasnt at the party for most of the day, i was at walmart (my mom delivers orders for people, i get to walk around and sometimes get things while she gets orders) but as for the party, it was okay, i had some spaghetti and a cookie and then we headed out. i also had to sign this thing to congratulate him on graduating, i HATE putting my actual name on things so i just wrote "good job -the third (last name) kid", i wanted to draw berdly next to it but i got too nervous :^ as for my time at walmart, i wanted to get a warrior cats book but we had to leave :/ maybe next time? im kinda disappointed i couldnt tho.. ive wanted to read warrior cats for literal years. i mean it kind of seems like something id be into, sometimes when i tell people i havent read it theyre surprised. @_@ i dont think its that crazy? i just havent gotten the opportunity to read them yet, but its whatever, ill probably get that chance soon!! now that im home, ill probably draw the knight! ive been a really big fan of her design ever since i played chapter 3&4 a few days ago, and it made me start really really liking dess cause i think theyre the same person (carol knight theorists shall die by my baseball bat that turns into a sword) (jk its fine if you think its her lol) so ive been planning on drawing her for a bit, but i keep forgetting to. so ill probably either do that or continue my deltarune save from last night? i dont think ive even gotten to noelles house in this save.. (i have finished the chapters btw, i just want to replay them :P) i wanna finish it for a second time soon, so i think ill just go do that now!

mood: bored || listening to: the crane wives - the hand that feeds

honestly i dont know how to blog at all. i guess just say what i did today? i mostly just worked on the code for this blog and talked to my friends. i guess my entries on here will just be named "entry (number)" because i dont know how to name these really, plus if the name is too long it messes with the dyingemberz25 title so its better for me to keep it on the short side. i kinda wanna play deltarune, ive already finished the new chapters but i wanna replay them kind of? its getting late though and i was supposed to be off my computer nearly an hour ago, so i might not be able to. maybe ill just play a little until im told to get off, but that might not be a good idea either? my mom usually gets upset at me when i stay on past 12, i dont think its a big deal, really. it feels like she only made the rule to try and force me to have a better sleep schedule but i end up staying up until like 3 am every night anyways whether im on here or not, i sleep whenever im tired it doesnt really matter to me!! i seriously think she should just stop trying to make me have a normal sleep schedule because that probably wont happen until im in school again and if it does itll be my own choice. i listened to a new album today though, its pretty good! the album was coyote stories by the crane wives, my friend recently got me into them and i really like it. ill probably go play deltarune now